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A book that says it all !

The simple, yet piercing truth spoken in the Fountainhead clears some portion of my jumbled feel but thereby creates another strand of thoughtfulness.  Well, while scrolling chats with best buddies I was somehow reminded of a simple quote by Roarx  “But I don't think of you." The more I say these words to myself, the more I feel their absence and start missing them. I wish of another chance to grab hold of each others hand , sitting on the steps and shoving off the loneliness ....... Just the happiness of ones being, realizing the essence of ones presence, their value  in our life ... because, I do think of them !  "Jaane kyun phir dil kehta hai Jee le zara, jee le zaraa Kehta hai dil jee le zara....." ps :)

Serendipity

Serendipity, a good movie after a very long time :) ps :)

A toast to Our Friendship !

It seems as if Artagnan just returned from his visit to Paris and narrates a wonderfully spend 2 months with three musketeers . They are all, one for all and all for one but the teasing, the leg pulling, the fights ,the affection, the care, the love that they share is way ahead of anyone's imagination.  They did not see what's ahead and simply jumped into the well of friendship. Each step drowned them till they got tied. They got braided like a fishtail. It was just two of them. Then added one strand to loosen that bond and then one more addition & the bond became tighter. Stranded with each other they smiled and shoved off their sorrows and giggled over fresh happenings. If anyone could hear them talk, "Ohoho aahaha hehehe ", were the sounds audible to the persons sitting next to them. No one knows what they talked but expressive were the emotions.  Value the friendship and cherish the memories.  Life is too short , no time to judge Express your feel...

Daughters are so Special !

I always longed to have a daughter of my own. But God Blessed me with two precious boys. Not to complain as they tie me in the bond of Motherhood.  But last night, the feel was something different. My friend's daughter had a sleepover at my place and she was just like my other children . Calm and quiet on bed, listening to prayers and closing their eyes. It was such a Blissful moment when she grabbed me and placed her hand around my tummy. Oh my God ! she made me feel how complete a family is when daughters are around. Well, I did miss Sara and Sana for sometime but ,the four more nights I have to spend with Tiya, will give enough pleasure and happiness to my heart which will remain with me at all times. ps : the way she grabbed my tummy, I felt myself as a daughter being pampered and cared for the whole night.  Lots of Love :)

The World is Our Playground .....

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there's always some more friends to make there's always a space at the table there's always a new game to play..... and it's changing everyday so many new faces we're dreaming while we're awake no time to waste today...... (n no need to grow up ) PS: Its only the Place n the Place value that never changes Memories Down The Lane Are, As Gentle As A Dove  &  As Fragile As Glass .... :)

Our Efforts are Reflected by our Performances !!!

Falling fast asleep with a smile on our face, we feel so relaxed that it clearly shows on our face. Long hours of effort, shopping, emailing, arranging and coordinating pulls my energy down but when I receive a round of applause and the cheers from my team, I am in all strength n form. My team is my Motive and my Motive becomes my Passion. To get them all together, I can spend all my time . We started small but now we are a performing Team. With boys included , our bonding and trust has increased. Yes, responsibility has also stepped up but every moment spent together, gets the show going. Despite controversies, fight for rights and unnecessary stress, We are appreciated and invited and acknowledged by many. That is where people say," You deserve a bigger stage than this" and we get invitation for gala events. As long as I am an integral part of this team, I will give my Best to Get My Team the Best !!! God Bless !!! ps : I am happy :)

A Lesson Learned :)

Is it God's way of sending an ear to me or letting me sit with someone where I have to listen ? He has his own way of helping people solve problems. He moved my cheese and opened one door. Good that I was able to grab the opportunity. When I started from home, I was a little upset but my way back, She had changed the world for me. She was able to put a smile on my face and bring back life in me. I realized what I had lost few days back.  My son's school had organized a Volunteer Recognition Event and I was part of it. Mrs. Anderson's(The Principal) words were very touching. She said, "a little kindness given by us,contributed to the bigger Achievements today." Met another teacher(Grd. 4), whose room was known as "Helping Buddies" when my son was a Kinder. They helped kindergartners with their crafts. I was glad that she remembered him. A very sweet girl sat besides me and said," I know you. I have seen you in my class. You help us. Your son is...

Truth of Life :)

God drew an outline and sent us to this world. We fill it with different colors of our life. Sometimes red, few green places , some white spaces and some dark shades to overlap the pastels . But we choose the persons whom we assign to different phases or parts of our life. Few fade with passing time and a few remain intact. I am not a typical viewer watching the so called tv serials these days. I have seen many people giving a stern look when you disturb them during the session. But why am I talking about it today ?Off late I watched few scenes of one of those soaps and few instances could not turn my face away and today was the ultimate. It just stopped, paused me for a moment. My heart pounded but the flowing blood was peaceful. A sweet girl interacting with a guy( probably her father) saying," the guy she wants to get married to is her Hero. Which upsets the guy a little bit. But then she continues saying, "But you will remain My Super Hero for my entire life." The ...

Beautiful !!!

A place I can't forget, a moment I won't ever regret ! Twenty minutes under the tomb gave me utmost peace. I felt as if that was the place I would be with my love, live my love and speak my love with complete Silence. The only feel that my mind was looking for was "Beautiful " and the only feel that my heart was speaking was " Beauty."  The theme was seismic waves but the current was flowing in me.  I just can't express what exactly I was going through but for the first time I saw the Serenity, the grace of San Francisco which once I had felt for Los Angeles. California Academy of Science's planetarium gave me A worthy Beauty ! ps : closed my eyes for a second and lived love for seconds     :) Will put the technical part in another post ... This was just the inner feeling ....

Loving my Sundays :)

When I do something apart from my daily schedule I feel happy. But if it make my presence felt and my passion implemented, I am just delighted. Earlier Sunday was just part of a weekend, some tv time, Biryani lunch n dinner from hubby's kitchen and some time with kids. But these days, I wait eagerly for my Sunday morning. Sharp 7:30 out of bed, freshening , tying saree ( as part of my practice costume), a light breakfast, preparing lunch ,getting kids ready by 9:00 and driving at a speed of 65 mph, heading straight to the Sai Baba temple, where my Mentor, friends and natkhat tots welcome me with a happy heart. Rhythm just flows and I step up. The 90 minutes I spend stepping with the group, I completely forget my husband and kids waiting for me at the near by play park. Regardless of the surrounding, I enjoy and live every second that I get. A moment where I express my feelings with my dance, where I am not judged but complimented even if I miss a beat, a platform to encourage the ...

Jai Shiv Shankar !

I know it's going to be a tough day for me today, but my interest and dedication towards my class specially for the tots will keep my spirits high. Shedding pounds and loosing body fat encourage me to maintain my routine . Fasting will just be the icing on the cake ! ps

My 1st Solo Performance - A dream will come true :)

Hi Friends, Its because of your constant support along with my family that I am able to come so far in my Dancing career. I ll be performing @  Huff Elementary School, Mountain VIew , CA tomorrow - 2nd Feb.2013  This is the link to the Agenda   http://huff.mvwsd.org/index. php/pta/culturalday It will be my first Solo performance abroad :) So, wishing to see my friends to cheer my spirits, Thanking you

Iss dard ki koi dawa nahin .....

Na shakal dekhi thi na surat Bas bha gayi thi woh mann ko Naam toh diya tha Sara, Magar pukaar na payi zara. Kamal si khili aur lubha gayi Din biti hi thi ki diya bujh gayi Naam toh diya tha Sara, Magar pukaar na payi zara. Meri kok main na pali Par Beti thi woh meri Naam toh rakha tha Sara, lekhin pukaar na payi zara. Ye dard na mile kisiko Dena hai to do ya na do kisiko.... Beti thi woh meri duniya na dekh saki Pukara tha jise Sara, na dekh na le saki zara. God Bless My Daughter ! RIP .... I am broken :(

A WOW-full Evening !

It's always energizing when you enjoy your workout. I felt the same in my Zumba Class. Lot of moves, lot of positive energy and cheering for every segment. I kept on moving with the rhythm when suddenly a tune played and I glared at Anna , my instructor . It was my favorite song and I was Dancing one of my favorite dances, Lambada. I guess you got the song, The one who made me cry has gone crying one day The one who made me cry, has gone crying one day He’ll be crying when he remembers a love That he didn’t care one day He’ll be crying when he remembers a love That he didn’t care one day The memory will be with him where he goes The memory will be forever where I go Dance, sun and sea I’ll keep on my look Love makes (us) lose and find I’ll be dancing lambada when I remember that this love One day was king for an instant The memory will be with him where he goes The memory will be forever where I go..... It's the song from Kaoma Lambada . We were performi...

Two Beautiful things that marked the beginning of this year !

With my neighbor falling sick on the 1st day of this year, my new year started with a chaotic schedule. She being old and me being one of the two closest neighbor she had, I had to dedicate few hours for the old and charming couple. After an emergency call to the hospital, paramedic and ambulance rushed to their apartment, Uncle was nervous but didn't show any sign on his face. He stood firm, watching what the helpers were doing to Aunty. They were checking for her blood pressure and pulse rate and started inquiring about her health to their son, bachelor of my age. The Inspection guy was unable to pronounce Aunty's name in the proper accent . Uncle was very upset ! He walked inside the room and told them how to take his wife's name. After few minutes she was rushed to the hospital. Uncle was freezing with tension ... few seconds later, I observed tears shedding from the corner of his eyes. He was missing aunty ! He hold my hand and said, " I am 72, never saw someo...