Tuesday, July 28, 2009

I too wish for a Dandelion fluff :)


They say if you catch it,you can blow your wish and it might come true.
I may sound funny but i am not a silly billy.....
I enjoy such moments with my growing son. Few days back he wanted to tell me something. With his broken hints he was pointing at the star, The Little Star, asking me to repeat after him,I wish ,I wish .... and said ,"Mommy,I wish,I wish you to be my baby." So touchy a thought. Then i made my wish."I wish ,I wish that you remain my baby all the time."He was sad ,a bit mad rather, replying "i am a boy now." Growing up !!!
Yesterday, while our way back home he was trying to catch something. On asking what he was doing,he said,"Mom ,I am trying to catch the Dandelion so that I can blow her my wishes.I can ask her for chocolates,pizzas,race cars and a skate board." Interesting!!! Tiny mind building great thoughts.
What if we could get such flowers to fulfill our wishes. I know we will overflow our wants stating them as our wishes, but still wishes are to be made.And if such wishes come true,let me make one...
I wish, I wish ............... Oh wait ! let me look at the little star or catch a dandelion first .

Thursday, July 23, 2009

this is what i have gained or earned so far...

I have been introduced to so many types of people, out of which , I have become a part to some. They say they like me, some say they enjoy my company, some want to be with me because they like my smile ,some say they like the sparkle of my eye.
Gradually they start opening up a book before me. I dont mean any novel, they open pages of their life. They share their happiest, funniest moments. Within few days of sharing they become more comfortable sharing their difficult times;times where they felt being left out, lonely. Some are there who just start off with their emotional pages and say ..."i dont know why i felt like sharing it with you. may be i find a friend in you." This usually happens when i meet a stranger. Well my friends were obviously strangers to me before introduced. It scraes me at times thinking ,if i am just a lending ear, how can i solve their puzzles.
With passing days I beacome a part of their life, I am introdiced to members of their families. I start fighting for their rights. I start fighting for freedom and see to it that they are free birds under the roof. At times even I have felt I am just a pillar for them. They come, stand besides me, scold or share whatever comes to their mind, they cry out their heart, thinking they have shaken me and solved ther jigsaws.
& Thus, this is how I mingle and joggle and then finally earn a smile on their face ...


To explain how this chart works with my life, I have used Electrolysis as a metaphor to Life. Elctrolysis means the passing of electric current through an electrolyte or the destruction of the root by an electric current. If i speak of life in such language i behave as the electrolyte ,the medium in which the flow of current (the way i introduce the do's n don'ts)is accompanied by the movement of matter(how well i make the members understand). Which means the diffusion media is mingling with the friend and the family.Membrane is the issue raised or the task i have taken .My ability to stand as a support for the needy is the catalyst. Thus, I am the electrolyte for their lives. :) head is runng faster i believe ..

Well when I wish a good night to thyself, I feel satisfied and believe a job well done when they sleep well..

Amen !!!


Friday, July 10, 2009

a guilt feel !!!

Its for the first time that i searched for my bagpack and could'nt find the most needed thing.
My friend was thirsty and I forgot to carry my water can today.
This is for the very first time ever that I looked in and looked out helpless. I had a juice packet but she knew it was for my son...even though she was thirsty ,she could'nt accept my offer. Starting from my teenage I used to carry atleast some snacks, few chocolates, a juice pack, water can ,my first aid kit and my make-up kit :). But somehow with changing habits few things got shortlisted and I remodeled my bagpack. Make-up kit was cut down to just a comb and some rubber bands. first-aid pack with just a neo-spray, chocolates to M&Ms. Juice and water can became an everyday must. My friends wonder how soon I transfer stuffs from one bag to another because I change my bags very frequently.
But today I was in a hurry. I forgot to check my bag before leaving home. Everyday before having water I used to offer my friend first. But today when she needed it, I was helpless. Did'nt carry my wallet to buy a water can . I made a promise to myself.... Soma is back with her bagpack. Hoping not to face such situation again.

Amen !!!

Thursday, July 9, 2009

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A powerful way to express ones feelings lies in a simple cut ,copy and paste work.
I tried one last night... take a look ....



hope you appreciate :)

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

The Secret


*If you are complaining,the law of attraction will powerfully bring into your life more situations for you to complain about. If you are listening to someone else complain an focussing on that, sympathizing with them,agreeing with them,in tht moment, you are attracting more situations to yourself to complain about.
*your life is in your hands. No matter where you are now,no matter what has happened in your life,you can begin to conciously choose your thoughts,and you can change your life. there is no such thing as a hopeless situation.Every single circumstance of your life can change!
*It is impossible to feel good and at the same time be having negetive thoughts.If u r feeling gud,it is because u r thinkng gud thghts.You see,you can have whatever u want in ur life,no limits.But there is one catch:You have to feel good.And whn u thnk about it,isn't that all u ever want? the law is indeed perfect.
*everything we think and feel is creating our future.If u r worried or in fear,then u r bringing more of that into ur life throughout the day.
*as u focus intensely on ur feelings,with the intention to lift urself,u can powerfully elevate them.One way is to "close ur eyes(shutting out distractions),focus on ur feelings inside,and smile for one minute."
*ur thoughts and ur feelings create ur life.it will always be that wa.Guaranteed!
and now for the best part from till i have covered....
*when u r feeling down,think of somebody that you truly love,and dwell on it.Really keep that thought in mind.Block everythng out but tht thought. I guarantee You'll start to feel good. - Bob Proctor .
will reveal da secret of my thought process after complition of the book. right now i m just jotting down lines which i feel has some similarity with my thought process.

(if u r impatient till i finish the book, check this link http://www.universallawstoday.com/100%20Quotes.html )

"Bohurani"

Sasu ghara ra chahal pahal re gunji uthi thila gote nua naa, Bohurani !! Daruthili tanku, hele sneha re poti dei thile mote, Pati kholen...