Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Love or Marriage n Love ?

While setting the kitchen for tomorrow, I was moping and humming the title song from the movie Taare   Zameen Par. Subconsciously I was thinking of my relationship with my husband, ten years back, today was the day,when we vowed to be with each other for the rest of our life and got engaged. I kept the grocery in place, stacked the frozen entrees and the snacks for my kids in order so that they can reach safe. After all the chores when I was sitting comfortably with my iPad, I searched for some good words about "husband."
And to my surprise I came across this line,"love is the thing that enables a woman to sing while she mops of the floor after her husband has walked across it in his barn boots." Ahhh, with a breadth, I thought over it for sometime. Children come home after play time with messy clothes and the mother has to freshen them. Husband returns from work and opens his wardrobe to find his pair of trousers neatly kept. The lady returns home, to see that everything still remains in order else she sets them before going to bed to start a fresh new morning. It's ultimately, the woman of the family, who has to mop off everyone's mess.
Let the Almighty, give her the strength.

Saturday, November 24, 2012

Few steps, gave me a lot !

With all the hassles everyday , there comes a moment of quietness. May ones in a month or even in months together , comes a time when you need a break from all chaos and just sit in a lone place for sometime. You grab hold of that time and don't feel like letting it pass. To make it a cocktail you long for that one person with whom, silence becomes the best mode of conversation. And if you are alone, you enjoy the serene with speechless conversation which refreshes the cozy memories. The lifeless moment turns out to be full of life. If you are close to a beach, sand becomes scribbler and we pen down a love note and wait for the waves to erase it for us. If we are at a park, a curb side walk makes us talk to the trees as if each passing tree is the partner we had thought of. Ultimately the time ceases and we step into the present. With a wish for another chance, we preserve this moment.
I had a chance yesterday but neither at the beach nor at any park.... Amidst all noise, I was stepping alone from the lobby to my room and wished the road not to end ever !


Without you, my shadow is invisible !

Sunday, October 14, 2012

Dream came true !!!

She deserves a bend, a bow ...
She reserves my vow.
Even though it was destined,
she drove me to the path. 
Her trust worked as I stepped
into the field and onto the stage.
Many knew but never offered,
She asked and stayed committed.
Her name is Rosy, 
but I'm one of the petals she ties to herself
Will never put her down
that I adorn to thyself.

Thank you Rosy apa, for everything you gave me yesterday.
It was a dream come true achievement for me made possible only by YOU.

Amen !

Thursday, September 27, 2012

Chanda ki Doli main, Shehzadi aayi meri !!!

It could be in the year 2002, when one of my friends had given me a cassette tagged "Chanda ki Doli" , an album released by Sonu Nigam. But I had never heared any of the songs. The cassette always took some corner in the shelf. Last night, while I was searching for some good old Sonu Nigam hits, I came across this song. Heard it till the end. But paused for a while and heard it again. It was giving some flash back of good old days but the most touching part was the little girls interaction at the beginning.
It definitely put a smile on me because it reminded me of another little girl named "Sonu."

Irritating but loving Sonu ! God Bless :)

Friday, September 14, 2012

The name "Dumbo",still persists.

My lil' champ had demanded for a surprising story book from the library. Well, these days he doesn't ask or request for things, he just places his demand on me. Growing kids :) 
After a shuffle at the library shelves, I found a newly ordered book on the desk shared from another branch. It was a collection of stories from Disney. Fascinating and definitely interesting for him, I grabbed it immediately so that no other mom spies on it. Got it home and obviously he was elated . With no time wasted, he was hooked !
After supper, he giggled and called me ,"Dumbo." With a light shrug, I asked what made him call me so. Then he told me that I was exactly like Dumbo, who can try many things and always come up with new surprises. I was happy on my son being so thoughtful but then , why Dumbo ? The curiosity still haunting, I waited till our bedtime story session. On purpose, I asked him to tell me a new story and he spoke about Dumbo..... we then turned the pages of the book, and I read him the story,"Dumbo, the flying elephant."
He was fast asleep. But there was an unusual smile on my face. An instant from the past, refreshing some happy scenes before me. Few years back, while I was chatting to a very close friend, I used to call him dumbo with every sentence I wrote. After some 7-8 times, he asked me to stop calling him Dumbo saying,"I am not a Dumbo." The meaning was different , the conversation might have been baseless but today, after hearing the name after such a long gap, I wished I meant what I learned today. 
Even though, timings differ or situation changes, a name still persits... Dumbo, but this time, I like it .

ps: feel like i'm back to my jannat !!!

Wednesday, June 20, 2012

Swamin Sarba Jagannatha Jaabat Jiba Basanakam
Taa Batyung Priti Bhabenah Bimbesmin Sanidhang Kuru
Agachya Gachya Bhagawan Jagannathan Krupakara
Emang maya Krutang Puja Swikurusha Dayanidhe
Sthirobhaba Baradobhaba Suprasannabhaba 
Mamaistha Kamyarthang falang Sidhidokangbhaba.

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Froze !!!

Why do I always have to pay for your anger?
I don't want to write anything today.... There s so much anger ...so much irritation ...within me today,
that just 1 question haunts me with every breathe I take....
"Why do I always have to pay for your anger?"

Never wanted to look behind, but today the anger in me refreshes every moment where I had to pay for things I was not wrong.

God, please get me out of this !!!

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Togetherness ....

Neither did they need any card, 
nor did they search for a way to express.
With hurdles on their way, 
they build the bridge with pride and grace.

Never did they toast for their three cheers , 
but bottoms up for all their dears.
Cocktails or mock-tails they did not know,
but fought unless they received the glow.

A family that owes them everything,
needs only their Blessing.
We wish YOU much more years of TOGETHERNESS
To remain our idle and comfort us with tenderness.

Happy Anniversary !!!

Thursday, February 9, 2012

No ends to my tears today !!!

If you ask me about my happiest moment in life... I would definitely include today's date on the list.
The Almighty has once again listened to my prays and made me achieve my dream.
It was hard to stay away from them for such a long time ...but they say, "everything comes to those who wait." And yes, I waited....I longed for this moment .. I prayed for this happiness.
Tears will definitely roll down the cheeks when you are just one step behind your goal.

I screamed, I cried, I laughed, I spoke, I prayed ...... aahhhhh n now I am taking a deep breathe !!!

Thank you Lord
Amen !

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