Friday, October 31, 2025

What Do You Want, S? The Question That Doesn't Leave....

What Do You Want, S?

A question that lingers in my mind,
“What do I want?”
and a voice that echoes back,
“What do you want, S?”

I lean towards him, seeking warmth,
unsure of what I need,
but in that moment, I breathe.

I wrap myself around the frame,
uncertain of what it gives,
yet that is where I find solace.

I clutch a thousand questions,
answers still unknown,
and yet, I cannot name what I want.

I know you fear to touch
what’s already broken,
but trust me...

it is you who heals the pain,
it is you I reach for before words,
it is you I speak to in silence,
it is you I once promised to,
and it will always be you
I will look into.

I still do not know the answer
to your “What do you want, S?”
But I do know this,
it is only you who can hold
the weight of my worry,
for now.

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