Waiting for my new strength !

One book had made me strong enough to survive all these years .... Whenever low, I used to turn to the book and start reading from any page. After few pages, I used to feel relaxed , settled in some subtle mood , and stay focused on my task. 

My heart used to be free from it's sunken state. But now, while I was looking for some images on google , my eyes got stuck to a page, scrolled back and froth to find something more . Found two beautiful images, images of my soul !

Shaken for a while, sinking for a moment... Tears unwantedly rolled down my cheeks ....

My strength became my weekness for a while :(

Sorry, I am speechless now .....

ps: 

I am at the same place I was before,

But I want to change the book, for some years more !

FH will be set back for sometime ... Please suggest another novel ...

I request ! ..... will be waiting ..

Alas !