2:25 am .
I know it's very late and I should be asleep by this time but sleepless are my days.
I can't say it anxiety, I can't name it curiosity. Rather I am constantly saying it to myself,"Jab mind ho out of control,say all is well."
Coping with the California(or USA) system , my days have become restless recently.
Things I never thought of thinking have become my big reason of worry. Even though I know I have nothing to worry about,my impatient attitude is making me nervous.And moreover when I know this is just a phase of life which will pass gradually, or this is the beginning of a new phase, I am totally unable to accept it. I just cannot take it for granted that certain things of life come in unexpected packages. My head is really heavy, and is sounding just like the pounding of my heart.Every alternate second I feel something murmuring near my ear. And worst of all ,all this is taking away my sleep :).... seems like "Sleepless in California."
Two things which I am following now, when few things are hard to share ,specially whats going on with and in me :
"Do kadam ka yeh safar hai,
umrr choti si dagar hai,
ik kadam main ladh khadaya kyun ?"
and keeping in mind,before my eyes, faces of people who have just loved me.
I Love You Too :)