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does my name justify my being?

Parents named me something, my grandfather showed me its meaning. A friend got a twist in it. And now........ watched the movie... The Secret of Moonacre... in which a teenager ,named Maria, discovers the weight of her responsibility: she has been anointed the last Moon Princess of the valley. It reminded me of a name ...given by someone who was with me for a very few days but holds a special place. People always blamed him but admired him for his indepth knowledge. While he was counting his last breathe, he posed a different look in me. Gave me a very different name, which i never ever knew why he called me so. I related the views someone had mentioned after watching this movie to His. As per the name he gave me..it meant "light, holy". its still a mystery, why he named me so. but whnever he was drunk he said," i would call you S******* , that name suits you." May be peoples' judgement is true,"we speak the truth, when we are drunk." He passed away,...

Always heard, Never believed

Many a times people ask to meditate, to listen to the vibration created by Om and acquire mental peace. i had made it a point that i listen to these soothing vibrations and continued doing it. i don't know how far i have succeeded , because i don't know where it has really helped me. But yes, the days i ignored, they went tougher than the toughest. Well experimenting with something new from now on. hope i succeed.. i am starting from a new book, a new chapter ,Sunderkand from Ramayan. PS : dont think i am sick, its just individual belief . Amen !!! 30 mints spent every early morning can never go waste. so whats the harm making it 40 mints .

Give and Take

every relation demands a give and take situation if u give 100% to ur relation u deserve 100%. but b4 expecting u shud know how much u have given. keep ur expectation limited to it. a husband says i am doing everything for you. i finance you, i take you for an outing, we eat outside, i buy you gifts , i satisfy you, what else do u need? as a wife she says i cook for you, i take care of our baby, i manage our house ,i am always there to meet your physiological frills , what else do u expect? Is this what a relationship is? here we are just performing our tasks. But relationship does'nt stand on doing duties. Its a bond. A bond where we have tied ourselves. Where two souls meet and eventually become One. A wife says, my husband is very good, he does everything he shud but still there is a space between us. A husband says," i am tired after my job schedule today". God damn! then u sit at home and let the wife earn. live with how much she earns. let her play your role for som...

that extra 5 minutes ?

its always needed...but ended with unspoken words neither can i cry nor give the smile then deserved. i feel like telling everything i had thought of in those few minutes but speechless i stand with the crowd till she exits..... she asks for an explanation..what will happen in that 5 minutes i say i don't know ... may be i simply cant resist resist to what if I ask... i have no answer the beast within says, its the pleasure. i feel she wanted it today..but kept it unrevealed living like the nonliving ... my breathes were steeled now may be she can understand i was never wrong when i claimed for those extra 5 minutes. i guess thts what every girl feels, standing at the threshold of her new house, waiving at her parents. the most difficult time ever.

PS

shake myself shake my body to a tune i tap my feet express my feelings judge ur readings to a music i increase my speed call u to the floor make you do the chore to a step i hold my breathe shiver to the music tremble to the basic to a move where i look sexy dance n dance neck to belly to the extend i make u crazy thats how i am so passionate ... when it comes to music i keep u my asset