Keeping it simple for you

Days pass by, one after another, quietly slipping through my hands. And somewhere between them, loneliness sneaks in softly at first, then settling deep within, until my mind begins to understand how lonely life can truly be. The waves, the shores, the endless horizon they all seem to speak of nothingness, of a void that refuses to leave. I compel myself to smile even through those weary nights, pretending I am okay, pretending the ache has learned to fade. Alas, it disappears into thin air only to return with the darkness. I keep the promises I made to myself. I fulfill every condition, hold myself together, keep moving, keep sailing. Yet somehow, all of it seems to end at the smallest hope of being cheered for, of having something to truly celebrate. Trust me, life sails through. It does! But how it does, I have no idea. I try my best, again and again, yet everything seems to go in vain. And I don't mean to dishearten you I only wish you knew that the emptiness is still not heali...

Miss you my love 💔 I am moving, nourishing, healing… But in those moments of despair, I am beyond words trying to understand how something so empty can feel when you’re not beside me. I reach for every corner, almost believing you would still be there. Rusty is the feeling when my arms hold nothing, when they instinctively search for you. Some nights, I just want to wake up with you again, because these nights have a way of haunting me. If there were a whistleblower who could carry my cravings to you, I wonder what they would say… At this moment,  Missing you so badly, xoxo boy 😞🥹 I remember my promise. I told you I would be fine. And I am trying. ❤️ But there are moments when I just need to be in that space again to breathe without thinking, to relax without pretending, and to laugh… the way I used to. Just once or more, I wish I could find my way back there. ❤️