Keeping it simple for you

It's been a year !!! Last Christmas was my Baby shower and this Christmas my Doll is 11 months. WoW ! Time seriously flies ............. Had been to the public library today . Fortunately, met a lady whom I had seen exactly a year back when I was carrying. From the visibility I asked her if she was carrying and got to know that she is almost due. With the formal pleasantries she asked me how my life has become with two kids. I told her that my days have turned too hectic being on toes 24/7. And gradually we started talking of how easy life was when we were kids and our parents had help all through the day and thereby complaining of being alone and doing things by ourselves. On my way back home, I met an elderly friend. Stopped to say hello and asked about how I was doing. During our conversation she suddenly said few words which touched me and raised my spirits. She told me,"have you ever realized God has given you the power, the ability to handle a house and 3 kids(my hubby...

What is it you want ? You want the moon ! Just the say word and I'll pull it down for you ..... It's a wonderful life .... I may not want the moon or its beams shooting out from me, but yes, I do want to be the pastel gem covered in its shell, so protected that even the golden rays or the dancing daffodils cannot conquer over me... I may not want to reach for the moon or the stars surrounding it,but yes, I do want to be the falling stone from the ocean of love ,so hard for anyone to break any heart... I may not want to be like the moon with spots in it , but yes, I do want to keep my eyes open to see a spotless whole new world ,so I live with new horizons where we will be.... I may not be the moon on a dark night hiding behind, but yes, I do want to hum the tunes from the times behind.... I may not be as tender as the moon, but yes, I do want to remain the stubborn ,irritating, yet charming mare showing you a different world.... I may not be as subtle as the mood, but yes, I do...

few lines haunt me now - J ab jab dard ka baadal chaya, Jab ghum ka saya lehraya Jab aansoo palkon tak aya,Jab yeh tanha dil ghabraya Hamne dil ko yeh samjhaya, dil aakhir tuh kyun rota hai Duniya mei yoon hi hota hai,Yeh jo gehre sannate hain Waqt ne sabko hi baante hei ...Thoda ghum hei sab ka qissa, Thidi dhoop hey sab ka hissa Aankh teri bekar hi nam hai, harpal ek naya mausam hei kyun tu aise pal khota hai Dil aakhir tu kyun rota hai... I really feel torn apart today...I want to cry.... I am depressed.... Had a flame attack..but saved in fraction of a second ............ I am taking it as a bad dream.... and hope i wake up bright n shining

with cracks in every corner, I set myself discrete with shatters in every angle, I remain obsolete when people stay apart I drown to depression when they block my path I no longer live..... I know I cause trouble but that's when I struggle to live and to let live but only then I long to snuggle the diva in me still shines for others but the simplicity at bliss sinks forever ..... it sinks forever ................................................

the paths are various choices are few a decision to choose when ultimate is one but the grilling goes on... simplicity at its bliss we opt for some peace being cozy on his(clouds) lap awake with the stars but the blogging goes on.... gracias to thy fame when nature plays its game answerable to all questionable to none but the living goes on...

When you get something which you had always longed for , is the most happiest moment of your life. And it becomes special when its unexpected. Something similar happened to me yesterday. Because of the flu season, my kids were a little cranky for the past two days. As usual they needed more attention and some extra love n care. If I gave more time to the little one, big brother was hurt. So, I made it a point that whenever I was free from chores and little one sleeping, I dedicate time to Big Bro. That made him happy :) With life similar to iph4 with too many apps , things are not so easy to workout and getting a chance I just lie down . But yesterday, when I wanted to take a power nap, my little one woke up. He cudn't have a proper sleep because of irritation due to cold. He seemed to be cranky again. But then was the moment !!! He woke up with full sleepy eyes and turned towards me. Gave a very sweet smile and patted thrice on my cheeks and went to sleep holding my ear, posting t...

When we get nostalgic about something, we either smile over the incident or just let it go with a sigh. And something similar just happened with me today. Years ago, something like this was echoing at home," take off your uniform, finish your homework, do not sit near the tv now, finish your milk,go out and play, do your prayers, time to bed",when Mom used to give out a call to us. And my younger brother deliberately used to hide or sit cozily with our Grandfather as he knew once he was with him, no one can scold or get him out of that place unless otherwise, Bapa (that is how we adressed our Grandfather) moved. He was the pampered one. It was very difficult for Mom to finish her chores with him. She used to stare and increase her tempers but nothing ever worked. Then, I used to feel ," Oh! Mom is so restricting." But now, when I have stepped in her shoes , I am going through the same situation when my elder son sits cuddled near his Grandfather or Grandmother and I...

The long wait is finally coming to an end. My lil one will be in my arms in just a day.